Tuesday, January 29, 2008

no games

so i just don't get it. first i think this guy is sorta interested in me awhile back, then he doesn't really pay attention to me much so I figure I was totally wrong, then he says something kinda weird a couple of weeks ago and I think... maybe he is actually interested? Well I talk about it with my friend and she provides an alternate explanation. Which makes perfect sense. I could being seeing my friendship with this guy in completely the wrong context. I think that him and I are not really that great of friends, but maybe he thinks we are better friends than I think we are. So all of the awkwardness that has happened is really on my end because I think he is interested, when really he is just being himself around one of his good friends. Well then he starts sending me some random comments on this internet thing and tonight he says, I don't have your number, can I get it. but then, he asks for a bunch of other people's phone numbers too. So then I wonder, what is really going on here? Did he really just need my number because I am his good friend and he didn't have my number? Then in front of me, he calls to his friend and says he just texted some girl and asked her out to coffee and his friend gives him the right on sign. So is he just playing some sort of game so I will be jealous? Or am I really thinking too much about this? I seriously am tired of thinking. And am tired of guys playing games. And just tires of guys, they are confusing.